I am thrilled today to be part of the blog tour for Amy D'Orazio's release, A Short Period of Exquisite Felicity. My thanks also goes to Claudine Pepe for inviting me to take part.
"Is not the very meaning of love that it
surpasses every objection against it?
Jilted. Never did Mr. Darcy imagine it could happen to him.
But it has, and by Elizabeth Bennet, the woman who first hated and rejected him but then came to love him—he believed—and agree to be his wife. Alas, it is a short-lived, ill-fated romance that ends nearly as soon as it has begun. No reason is given.
More than a year since he last saw her—a year of anger, confusion, and despair—he receives an invitation from the Bingleys to a house party at Netherfield. Darcy is first tempted to refuse, but with the understanding that Elizabeth will not attend, he decides to accept.
When a letter arrives, confirming Elizabeth’s intention to join them, Darcy resolves to meet her with indifference. He is determined that he will not demand answers to the questions that plague him. Elizabeth is also resolved to remain silent and hold fast to the secret behind her refusal. Once they are together, however, it proves difficult to deny the intense passion that still exists. Fury, grief, and profound love prove to be a combustible mixture. But will the secrets between them be their undoing?"
Jilted. Never did Mr. Darcy imagine it could happen to him.
But it has, and by Elizabeth Bennet, the woman who first hated and rejected him but then came to love him—he believed—and agree to be his wife. Alas, it is a short-lived, ill-fated romance that ends nearly as soon as it has begun. No reason is given.
More than a year since he last saw her—a year of anger, confusion, and despair—he receives an invitation from the Bingleys to a house party at Netherfield. Darcy is first tempted to refuse, but with the understanding that Elizabeth will not attend, he decides to accept.
When a letter arrives, confirming Elizabeth’s intention to join them, Darcy resolves to meet her with indifference. He is determined that he will not demand answers to the questions that plague him. Elizabeth is also resolved to remain silent and hold fast to the secret behind her refusal. Once they are together, however, it proves difficult to deny the intense passion that still exists. Fury, grief, and profound love prove to be a combustible mixture. But will the secrets between them be their undoing?"
Good morning, Sophie. Thank you for hosting me here
at your lovely blog, Laughing with Lizzie. It’s wonderful to have this
opportunity to share a vignette that I’ve written just for your readers. This
vignette is not from the time period described within the book. This story
takes place in April 1816 when the Darcy have been married under two years.
Darcy made Elizabeth a promise during their engagement that he would always cut
a bouquet of roses and place them in her bedchamber in the morning.
For nearly two years, Elizabeth Darcy woke to fresh-cut
roses in her bedchamber whenever she was at Pemberley. Sometimes red, sometimes
pink; sometimes from the garden and otherwise from the hothouse. Large
arrangements, small arrangements, even posies draped in jewels on her first
anniversary of marriage!
But today there was nothing.
Darcy was absent from her bed—perhaps he had slept longer
than usual and had just now gone to pick them for her? She resolved to pretend
to sleep when he returned so that he might have the pleasure of seeing her eyes
opening to them.
She soon heard his footsteps in the hall and hurriedly
buried herself back in the covers. Seconds later the door opened, and he
stepped in. She opened her eyes the merest slit to see him, trusting in her lashes
to conceal her gaze.
He was empty handed and looked down at her with a wry
expression on his face. “Mrs Darcy, you fool no one with those pretend snores.”
She laughed and sat up. “I did not snore!”
“You might well have! It might have persuaded me more. In
any case, do you intend to lie abed all day? I must ride to Matlock later and
need to get an early start. I hoped I might have the pleasure of your company
at the breakfast table.”
So no roses. It was a queer little disappointment to see
their tradition begin to stumble. But of course it did not signify. She knew
her husband loved her, and it was most likely he had merely forgotten them
today. Forgotten or been too busy…it said nothing of his affection for her.
“I am glad you are leaving early,” she said. “I think we
may expect rain later.”
“In April, one can expect rain nearly every day,” he
teased. “It is only the sunshine that surprises us.”
“In any event, I have not yet dressed so perhaps you would
do best to begin without me.” She knew how he was when he travelled. Delays
vexed him exceedingly.
“No, no. Your maid is waiting for you in your dressing
room. I will await you in our sitting room.”
Such ceremony! She laughed. “Please, dear, do go on without me. I would
not like to make you wait.”
“I am afraid I shall insist. But pray do not tarry.”
It seemed there was nothing for it but to remove herself
from her bed and begin the day. Her maid attacked her with curious haste,
bustling her into the many layers of attire with such alacrity that Elizabeth
cried out, laughingly, “Are we in some sort of race?”
The maid, shamefaced, apologised and slowed her pace,
giving Elizabeth more time to consider her lack of roses. It was April of
course, and the flowers in the hothouse were less abundant. Perhaps the
gardeners needed the cuttings to begin the outdoor gardens?
Darcy was likely quite anxious about his business at
Matlock as well. No doubt something to do with Colonel Fitzwilliam who had
returned from the war in Upper Canada seriously injured.
Nevertheless, Darcy’s habit of placing roses in her
bedchamber could not have been expected to endure forever. Would she be seventy
and still expect him to bring her roses? Not seventy, but I suppose I did
expect that, having endured thus far, it might have lasted a bit longer.
But she would not repine over such things, nor would she
indulge in creating a tempest in her teacup. Her husband loved her, and she did
not require roses to know it.
He waited for her in the sitting room, the only sign of his
impatience was the way he lightly tapped one finger against his leg. “Ah!
Looking as handsome as you ever have, my darling wife.”
“You say that as if we have been married an eternity.” She
smiled up at him as she slid her arm into his but he said nothing, only smiling
at her as they descended the stair and began to walk towards the dining
hall—not the usual breakfast room they used but the one that was much larger
and had a dining table that would seat forty people.
“Shall we not go to the breakfast room?”
“I think not. I have a little something arranged in here.”
“Oh? Is there some occasion?”
“Only an anniversary”
“Anniversary?” Elizabeth stopped short. “Sir, I am loath to
inform you that it shall be several months until we may celebrate two years of
marriage.”
“Not that anniversary.” They had reached the dining room,
and a footman moved to open the door. Darcy dismissed the man with a nod, and
he bowed, leaving them.
Darcy turned to Elizabeth. “Five years ago on this day, I
believed I had the right to declare myself to you, to tell you I loved you.
Indeed, I dare say I had even the foolish arrogance to suppose you were
likewise attached to me.”
“Five years since…” Elizabeth did some quick calculation in
her head. “Since that night at Hunsford parsonage! Can it be five years! How
the time did fly!”
“Indeed it did. The time has been short, though the journey
from where we came is long. It is almost too much to believe when I think back
on it.”
“We were different people then. I scarcely remember being
that girl who thought herself so clever to dislike you so.”
“Having recollected on those days, you must allow me to
tell you this. I am privileged to be with you today and to be able to profess
my ardent devotion to you having the superior knowledge of what it is to love
you. So I shall repeat those words that I said back then, knowing now that I at
last understand them.”
“What did you say then?”
He smiled mysteriously then opened the door, leading her to
the dining table on which was spelt, in rose-petals:
You must allow me to tell you how
ardently I admire and love you.
“You did not, I hope, miss your posy today? I think I put
it to good use.”
Elizabeth could not answer for a moment, her heart too full
as she looked down on the words that she remembered so well, words that she had
reflected on often herself.
“This is much better than any posy,” she said softly.
There were some petals arranged in the shape of a heart.
She looked him and asked, “May I?” He nodded.
There weren’t enough petals nor enough space to spell more
than a few words, so she thought carefully before she set to work.
“And I, you.”
Amy D’Orazio is a former breast cancer
researcher and current stay at home mom who is addicted to Austen and Starbucks
in about equal measures. While she adores Mr. Darcy, she is married to Mr.
Bingley and their Pemberley is in Pittsburgh PA.
She has two daughters who are devoted to sports
which require long practices and began writing her own stories as a way to pass
the time she spent sitting in the lobbies of various gyms and studios. She is a
firm believer that all stories should have long looks, stolen kisses and happily
ever afters. Like her favorite heroine, she dearly loves a laugh and considers
herself an excellent walker.
Contact Links:
Twitter:@AllAbtAusten
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My thanks again goes to Amy for this adorable vignette! My thanks also to Claudine for setting up this tour.
I wish Amy all the best with this release as well as any stories in the future!
My thanks again goes to Amy for this adorable vignette! My thanks also to Claudine for setting up this tour.
I wish Amy all the best with this release as well as any stories in the future!